Happy Day. I spent all day cleaning. The house is still a mess but it is getting better. It just takes so long to get orgainized. I went to Pheoncia cafe with my dad for lunch. he was on his way home from flag. That was nice. I also went to see how to lose a guy in ten days with most of my roommates (Kelly didn't remeber to envite jessica until we were pulling out of the drive way) as well as Alvina. It was a chick flick but pretty funny. Besides all of that I am very happy. It is weird. when Kelly came home from her race today it made me miss track horribly the way she talked about it. I was thinking though and I have been so happy the last year without running. Happier thatn I ever was when I was on the team. I love running but I don't miss the politics or the drama. Well, I still get both of those in the house but it is fun. I miss feeling fast but I don't think at this point I could go back to the team. I think I am ready to move on. It took me a long time to get to this point but I am such a happier person now that I don't heve to stress about running any more. I am completely happy with my life. There isn't anything that I would change. I feel like the story about the woman with the mole. She was perfectly beautiful except for the mole. When it was cut off she died because she couldn't be perfect. That is how i feel my life is right now. If I tried to make it any better it wouldn't work. I really shouldn't let my self ramble whenI am tired. this stream of thought stuff gets me in trouble. beautiful dreams and love to all