I am a little better today. Spending $30 on phone calls helped. I talked to my mom and then my dad and then robin my sister. Alll of it helped a lot and put everything into perspective. It was actually just good to make connections with people. I found some people to give me hugs and I felt a lot better. I am sorry about my e-mail yesterday. I was just too drained to control what I said. Kelly and tracyt both put me back in line though. I am better now. Still worried but better. I hav emy emotions under control. I have to got study but love to everyone and good luck to those of you with midterms.