I am a computer moron I just figured out I haven't been posting anything on the page so here is everything I have been writing. I did a wonderful blog earlier today but I tried to post it and it gve me an aweful error message. I do not know if I will be able to retype it all now. Blogging is a stream of thought type thing and it is hard to recreate what has been said. Now I am in a melancholy mood. I just got an e-mail from my mom. My parents are back in Pennsylvania for a huge family reunion. My mom said that the reunion went well but my grandma goes in for surgery this week for cancer. I know that this is a really hard time for my mom and I wish that I could be there with her and be with my grandma. I really don't know my grandma that well. I have spent time with her but I don't know enough of the real her beyond the grandma part. She was always fairly quiet; my grandpa is loud and a bit sexist. She gets this wonderful mischievous glimmer in her eyes sometimes. I really think that she is a butterfly. The scary thing is I don't know if I will ever see her again.