Tuesday. I went bungy jumping. So very awesome. Got to watch a girl flip out at the edge and start to cry. Luckily that was after I went. Drove up to a ski resort and watched people ski. Drove to Dunedin. Southeast corner of the island. Hung out down town. Ran out of ideas of things to do. Bought champagne and went and parked down by the beach. Least I drank all trip but I realized that champagne makes me very girlie. Embarrassingly girlie to tell the truth. I hate being a girlie-girl. So assthat happened. I think we were parked at make-out point. A lot of cars kept passing by us. Wednesday. Went to the Cadbury chocolate factory tour. Huge propaganda unit for both the company and the Quakers. Made chocolate seem as though it was the single most important food in the world. (actually not that far off). Got to wear a hair net and eat free Crunchie bars (best thing ever). We drove to the Moraki boulders. They are big round boulders up to 6ft tall that are eroding out onto a beach. Some how they formed around a little piece of organic matter. Now all of the cracks in them are filled with calcite crystals. I just climbed up on a big one and watched the waves crash around me and thought about everything. That is when I had my epiphany that I don’t let people into my confidence very often and felt bad because I had been kind of stand offish with Tim and Karl all weekend. I had just been acting standoffish and I could blame it on PMS but it really wasn’t that either. They would ask me questions and I would be evasive and I think that I seemed rude. Not because I tried to be but because I gave vague answers and seemed disinterested. I felt bad. I think I was better the rest of the trip but all the same I don’t know if they think I don’t like them. I was in a really off mood over the weekend. Wow. I just blogged longer than I have typed for my paper yet. That is not a good sign. I always have to write when things are bothering me though.